Day 24.
I did not fall to pieces more than twice today. Mostly when measuring her for a nice box with a plaque. Okay, this may seem shameless, I wish one of you craftsman could make a box engraved or wood cut or something with a Valentine and Rocket themed custom box for her. I'd then buy a plaque. I do not have a lot of dough. But any ideas? 9x7x5 inch. Or maybe not. Sorry.... just wish I had the skills or the laser cutter.
We returned some clothes to Kohls. I mean they COULD NOT HAVE BEEN NICER! Seriously. In an age where being kind is a completely forgotten idea, they were incredible. They took back tagged clothes that I had no receipt for. No, they did not give me full price. However odds are my lovely Kim did not pay full price. That is not who she was. She knew the value of everything. AND the price. And she knew how combining the two into a bargain when she saw one. Her only issue was knowing when to stop. Just like me with rockets. (I have 400 kits - think about that. If I built and finished one a week that is 7.5 years of building. And I assure you I can not build and FINISH one a week). So I did not, nor to this day will ever, criticize her for what gave her pleasure. It's just BOTH of us over spent a bit. And that chicken has come home to roost.
That's it for the day. I put her next to me in bed and cried my eyeballs out for a good hour last night. And my friends have donated so much in the gofundme page. I also get mail and things from others near and far. It gives one hope that people, not men, not women, not XXXX, but PEOPLE do care about each other. If we just listen to our better side.
My Kim would agree. Good God almighty I miss her.
One foot in front of the other.