i think the idea of not discussing info on how to build motors is self defeating because the info is freely available on the net and it is NOT all safe
First, congratulations on achieving retirement!
This subject has been discussed ad nauseam here. Search around for it, and you'll see all sorts of opinions and reasonings. Bottom line is that this is a private site, not a public site, and the owners have every right to make rules as they see fit. I don't blame them for having some qualifications in place for liability.
I've made composite motors, was a Level 2 flyer in the past and I can't join the discussion, either, until I'm level 2 certified again. No big deal, I'll just make do until that time comes and can join the fun. I'm happy just to have a place to hang out with other rocket flyers that doesn't involve facebook and such.
There are a lot of folks here that build their own motors, from 18mm-sized to ones big enough to literally take your rocket to the edge of space. Most of those motor-making rocket flyers also fly commercial motors, especially in the low-power range where black powder motors are available.
If your primary goal is simply to fly rockets again, but you want to go this route to save some money, you'll be set up for disappointment. By the time you get your first dependable working motor in the air and look back at what you've spent to get there, it would probably have been much cheaper and would certainly have been far quicker to get that first flight up with an Estes motor. Heck, even a couple gallons of gas to get you to town for supplies would eat up a pack of C-motors today. Truly, it's not the way to go when you just want to fly rockets like you used to.
If your primary goal is making motors and long-term learning, then proceed with caution and safety as priorities and enjoy. If I were to decide to make candy motors, I'd start by digesting Nakka's site linked above in post #6.
BTW, you're not terribly far from Argonia, KS, a mecca for rocket folks who travel from all over the country to fly large and small rockets, commercial and experimental motors. If you go there, it will change everything you think about rocketry
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https://kloudbusters.org/launch.aspx
Good luck, and post rocket pics!