Why?
Anything that is anyway in the slightest disagreeable or controversial is censored, without even so much as a warning. Vendors are banned.
That last one will end TRF's support by vendors. Once that happens, TRF fades into nothingness. That's the one thing that keeps TRF going, the support of vendors for it. Otherwise, its just a bunch of guys blabbing about their hobby. gets boring after a while.
I have been somewhat of a silent partner in the deal to renew the core values of TRF and bring it to what it once was. That being said, technical issues have plagued this site, a reduction in moderator corps, and a lack of time to invest in the site have all added to the funk that it is now or is perceived to be. Of the original site owners/moderators, we currently have Carl standing by to hand of TRF's data to its future home. Aside from that commitment, his time is limited. The original TRF group of moderators have since moved on only occasionally browsing the forums to see where things are going or have gone. Each of their situations have forced them to shelf this hobby and focus on the issues we're all now facing - unemployment, economic downturn, retirement fallout, "insert your crisis here." Some of us faced a lot of these issues well before we even knew who would run for the presidency. I personally am faced with possible unemployment again which in the last 11 years would be my 4th lay-off. It's hard to put forth 100% effort into *any* hobby when life sucks you back into reality. Enough of that though.
I've spent the last few days reading through the recent fallout with CJSAviation/Sheri. There was a lot of knee-jerk reaction there, facts presented or not. I received a phone call from an attorney that honestly made me more concerned about my personal well being rather than the future of this site. Coincidentally, I had 30 minutes to be at the airport to catch a business flight - hence my abscence during all of what had happened. AKPILOT was essentially on his own, and while I always preferred the traditional method of a consensus on decisions and policy making amongst moderators - he did the best he could with what limited time he had.
The subject at hand is more general regarding the disregard for forum rules and policies, but certainly the recent vendor banning was the highlight and inspiration for this thread topic. In the end, the gut feeling I have is that the sense of community has been lost here. This place used to be self-policing and vendor participation made for lead discussions that were chock full of content and quality conversation. Well respected veterans of the hobby made this their place of choice at one time - some still do or now share their time elsewhere. I can say with much respect that they have probably found a better home in a place such as YORF - and for the more progressive hobby enthusiast hungry for rocketry info - RP. I love both of those sites for what they offer this hobby and I would prefer TRF to remain here simply to meet the needs of kids - family, community, whatever. I know no one will believe this, but I actually like that a place like N3 exists for the less modest rocketeer that would rather break a beer bottle over the head of the next guy rather than buy it for him. (j/k guys - there's comradery over there too.)
So the weekend of lawyers, he said she said, and disgust over what happened with little documentation came and went. I felt a sense of commitment to personally become involved and offer some sort of explanation, but in the end I was more disgusted with the backlash that came from that scenario and some of the things that were said and insinuated. I spend a great deal of time in my career always offering the next stranger a professional courtesy. I live much of my personal life handing out respect and common decency. I won't pretend to know anything about internet law - but this was not the first time someone has actually proceeded with legal intervention against this site. How that all happens is beyond me - but in the end of the day I want to enjoy a certain quality of life that does not involve forking over money to defend myself on behalf of a hobby. We are discussing alternatives that would prevent stuff like this from happening again in the future.
In a nutshell, there was a LARGE - HUGE - GIGANTIC misunderstanding over the whole Sheri deal which much was lost over. Sheri had one side of the story, the attorney that contacted me had another. Is there any reason why we should be the middle men in judging who we side with? In a pinch the easiest solution was to make the problem "go away." At the end of the day it's sometimes just not worth the effort...plain and simple. The damage is already done and I know this post won't garner me or TRF any further support, but at least my thoughts are out there. Much greater tragedies in this world have occurred because of miscommunications. Nearly 90% of disagreements here lack any real communication set aside the pieces of text we can publish on this site. The other 10% are genuinely trouble makers looking for a place to happen.
I apologize to anyone involved that is upset over what happened with the handling of CJS/Sheri. It wasn't due to a lack of effort, but more so due to a lack of resources. We're here to make a valid attempt to provide an environment for hobby entertainment speak - not a platform for religious, political, or hate speech.
This past year has brought me too many personal challenges. Every now and again there is light at the end of the tunnel that I might be able to actually enjoy flying a rocket for once. In the meantime, this site has been my outlet and I value it just as much as anyone else that has partcipated here. Hopefully we (Troy and I) can pull off a turn around and restore things back to the way they were. No, it won't be perfect and we may even fail in the process, but I can assure you it was not headed in the right direction before we mixed ourselves up with "ownership." With much respect to the previous moderators/owners, we're merely just picking up the torch and moving on. Hopefully we can do the same with this recent situation. I suppose it's just a matter of trust if that even exists anymore.