The plan was never for me, or anyone to fly in ours. The plan is for us to launch a rocket, with a 160-180lb sand bag to space, with all of the equipment needed for a human launch. The goal is to prove that a civilian could launch a rocket into space with a human. Mad Mike was taking it more serious by wanting to use A huge balloon full of $160,000 worth of helium than use peroxide engine, which 90% H202 is 11lbs per gallon. Sounds like a accident waiting to happen with any kind of wind throwing you sideways when the motor lights. I am not sure where the show is going to go, I don’t think this will have a impact, we have shot 6 episodes so far, Mike has shot 4 I think. Homemade Astronauts has absolutely nothing to do with Mikes death, he was going to do this with or without cameras.